It's just plain hurtful and sad!

Today when I came to work I had discovered that someone or some persons have been printing out my blog and changing what I wrote and disseminating it around the fire department where I work in a malicious attempt to discredit and berate me. I have also learned that someone or some persons have attempted to take my opinions and views about what happened to me in my personal life and attempt to market a “smear” campaign against me for an unspecified reason.

I would like to tell you all that I am extremely disgusted and hurt over this. This Blog was created as a therapeutic and informative apparatus for both me and other Cancer patients’ who are going through similar circumstances and can not only relate to my experinces, but feel that they are not the only ones going through this. This was also a way for my friends and family to “keep up” on my day to day life events and unfortunately something that was precious and therapeutic for me has now been turned to be used against me.

Because of this, my Blog will be shut down indefinitely!

To the persons who decided to do this cruel and malicious thing to me….Have you ever had Cancer? Do you know what it’s like to think at 32 years old that you may indeed die? Do you know how stressful it is to call EVERY friend and family member EVERY day to update them on your status and having no real answers? I believe that you are truly monsters and will ultimately have to answer to someone more powerful and knowledgeable than myself someday and then maybe you’ll see the amount of hurt you have caused me in taking this gift away from me; and out of what? Jealously? Competition? Really?